Failed

ill been working very hard tis few weeks to compile my portfolio.
i tried to apply a job at lucas..
but then have no any respond from them
i think my background design still lousy as usual haiz...
transfer to do other proj at work
it more interesting than draw dinosaur...:S
at least something tat i can put in portfolio.
anyway is just costume design...and gun design
:)

hard to breath...

I found out i have high heart rate recently....
=_=
when im running my heart rate go up till 180+++
really scared me ....
hope tat is the machine got problem but not me...
but the the day after i felt very hard to breath too..
:S
wtf...
is it a sign??
haiz..
i hope not....................

Neeeeed MONEYYYY

haiz haiz
work for 2 years plus
still so poor...WHY???????????
no money as usual...
bank account always 1 digit end of the month.
tats is like 5 or 6 dollars in the account
then u cant do anything with it.
cause u need 10 dollars to top up ur ezlink.
or u need 20 dollars to withdraw it out..:S
ahaa
so poor thing..
always frustrated about future..
too lazy to move ass from ntu
but tats very bad..
no aim no target...
no life...
where should i go::::"???????

no matter where i go...
i still
neeed
MONEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MONEYYYY
money money money must b funny in the rich man world.....
money money money must b sadly in the poor man world......

motion graphic works

Frustrated

so frustrated about the future
dun know where to go
dun know wat to do.
when ur life hav no target no aim
then u wil feel very useless...
very boring
very frustrating....
i wan to do so many things
but nothing been done..
seldom to do own work
nvr update my portfolio
lousy portfolio still..
haiz....

"wao........
beenn long nvr update my website..
yea u should know tat im not been busy
i just lazy...
haha...i look at my hardisk...then know i really got alot of shit works nvr finish..aha
but think im not going to finish also..haha..just let it b shit...
today just moved house yea ............MOVE again haiz.
really hate to move.. need to pack tis and tat then need to unpack
grr.. so tiring... anyway... its over...........
.move back to AMK again..
it is 3 bus stops from mrt... a lot alot stops from ntu.............haiz...FARRRR..
need to wake up earlier again...:S
actually not much happened in my life... is just boring working and sleeping life...
no target
no aim
alwasy wan to do something..
but alwasy giv up easily or just WANT to do ....but NVR do
i wonder where is "old-me" tat alwasy draw draw draw jsut wan to get better............ahiz nvmind ..im jsut too lazy......... hahah... everything will change...but me ???
i think not...may b something happen...
then i might b change...:D
me nvr change this is me and mun how drawing...:)
we drew tis for elaine's birthday...22 yo haha
we print this in tshirt for ealine...haha
ELAINE I STIL OWE U..a.hahaha
actually i did tis for my blog one..
in the end i NVR ahhaha..
but i think the character sitl not cute enough...or not much characteristic???hmm
haha..stil need more efford..yea..im lazy shit..ahhaah.....:P



at first wan to join CGTALK steampunk challenge..ahha.in the end just do the first draft..then nvr continue agian..ahah...=_=..
no computer at home...tats y nvr do..
i mean yea got a lousy com tat i cant install anything..
so jsut forget it.. hahahaha