wao..
im really seldom update my blog..
wat i can say...
i just layz..
im lazy shit..
ahhaa
and hav nothing to show here too
:P
really one month just one post..
so rare..........

another new year is coming..
is just damn fast...2008 over soon...
next yaer is my year again..COW YEAR..tats mean im 24 le
haiz..
old oeldi but stil got nothing...
last wishes is get fit..but too bad..cant get fit but just get fat...
aiya...just "a" and 'i" different onli..ahha
not bad also la..(bluff myself)
at least i gain weight...
ahhahaa
yup next year wil b FIT>....wait and see..hahaha..
FIT YINGHOL...(cant imagine how i look like :P)

recently wan to join the CGTalk challenge steampunk myths and legend..
but too bad..my lazy habit still stick with me..ahha
so work slow..
but stil working on it
the idea is steampunk journey to the west..ahhah
the shanzang is the a kid and the wu kong sure bcoem a big giant steampunk monkey king robot la...haha
and the zhu ba jie wil b a pervert pet:P..
the white horse wil b the key which is the key to start the monkey king robot..
and sha wu zheng.............
dun know yet..he wun appear in the image..cause no idea for tat..ahahhaah
so this is my concept..
:P
wish me luck...
ciao

comic

monday
nothing much to do today...
just paint here and there..
nothing special..
after i finished the animation..
rush all the way from fri to sat morning..
finally......
back to normal......
quiet..
peaceful.......
relax........
:P
wat i can say........
just a lazy day...........
lazy me..........

from btm to the top..1-5
oh yea..
and the animated video..:D



actually got another version tat with music one
but then i dun like it cause is just rush rush rush..and i anyhow do.........
:S

my first comic

hihi.
this is my my fist attempt to do comic..........
stil not good enough yet......
but quite fun to do tis.......
but just slow.............................

衰出一條路

arhhh.......................................................................................
i wan to shout..
but cant shout...
i wan to shout out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn bad luck.......
i hate this...
Always.........when i hav money sure got something happened...then need to spend all my saving...
then when i hav no money...everything spoil.........
y like tat.........................
for last 2 months...i can save around 2k one........
but yYYYYYY!!!!!
dun let me save..........
y i need to move....!!
and spend all my saving!!
and why!!!
last month i didnt get my pay
and spend the saving agian........
arghh...........
no money left..
then computer spoil...keep restart automatically.......
cant detect my scond hardisk...
damn lag...
damn slow...
sometimes stil cant on...
system downgrade to 1.6ghz...(dun know y)!!
and today charger spoil...
phone spoil........
when i try to charge the phone
phone automatically off.....
and cant charge anymore..
it sux...

then jsut now..my sis callled
she asked me that am i borrow money from my mom to buy something..
cause my mom told her that i broow money from her...and she called me and scold
pleasee...
i nvr..
scold me for wat
i just borrow 400 form my sis and 500 from my prof
and i nvr borrow any from others again...
i dun like to borrow money from others..
cause i dun wan to owe anyone..
just i really need money to survive then borrow money....
and mum!!
im working..
if i wan to buy something..i wil buy by myself..
i no need to borrow money from you...
im already 23
not like last time when i study...
i dun like branded stuff...
i dun smoke
i dun drink...
i just like to buy cloths and artbooks..
tats all??
and now i also seldom to buy cloths...
nothing else i wan to buy...except it spoiled and need replacement..
suddenly feel like crying..
haiz...
suddenly get scolded...
mum...sis bro.....
im oleid adult...i know we got very big age gap...
but im oleid adult....
no need to worry about me.....
and dun scold me bcause i hav no money.......
..............................

rain rain rain...

cats and dogs running around (rain) again......haiz..
make my shoe wet again and again........
always rain when i wear shoe..
haiz....
damn lucky
is damn LUCKYYY

After tats "incident" happened ..
feel damn weird to work here again..
haiz..
:S
is like ur boss dun trust u anymoer.....feel damn sian..
ahha
my entire life jsut super" lucky"...wat i can expect ..
raining day...
moody day...
also a sleepy day...

i wonder wat i can type again except complaining........haha
my life full of complains...
:P
may b stay here too long....
bcome a bit singaporean......
not my fault..T_T
is the environment fault... :P
hahah........

Ramdom concept art

some random concept arts tat i did in the office.
all black and white...study value.......
study study study..
around 1-2 hours for each painting ...
haiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzz....
boring boring..
my computer dying...
keep hanging and hanging..
haiz.....
time to change..but hav no money
y dun let me stike TOTO.............:P
everymoth hav no money..
no freelance job to do..
haiz.........
y im not a rich kid..no need worry about money
hhahaha

oil painting classes

wao wao..
today i eat sneak agian
haha..
i sneak into my friend's(eunice) class ..
i saw their class room door close then sneak inisde to ge po..
ahaha
and when the teacher take the attendance i walk out...after tat walk in agian..
ahah
after like i know photoshop then nvr use TRADitional AGAIn..
is like 4-5 years?????around there
haa
and is OIL..i nvr touch bfore..
but is quite fun...
at first i stil not use to it cause i use to use water color and felt tat its quite dry..veyr hard to paint
but after use to it..then i paint THICK THICK ahha..fun...
i was sharing the tools with Eunice..cause i nvr prpare..alos have no colors at alll
ahha
but the teacher veyr nice..ahha
she giv me 4 tube of oil piant.ahaha..she said i use alot of paint.."cause my style is thick thick one"
so she giv me the colors..SHUANG
ahha
and anyhow use...:P..
is expensive..
but then is nice experience...ahahaha
and this is my first oil painitng..
look like shit thought.but fun

fly fly fly

fly fly fly..
dai lou dand sha fly to CAlifonia for one and half yaer training..
jealous..haiz....
i alos wan to go................
T_T
too bad..
dun hav that chance............

updates.....

i tot my works quite nice ..but then haiz..
stil nooooooooooot good enough...
yina said tat my coloring too flat...AHHA
yea after i look at it again
yea
SUPER FLATTTTT
haiz..
sian.............
T_T

life go on..
but my life is boring..
haiz..
work sleep work and sleep again..
every morning take 1hour30mins travel to NTU...
always hav nothing to do on the way to work..
look at the ppl...look out through the window...
draw a few lines then keep my sketch book.........
everday also feel very sian to go back to work...
T_T
cause is far...fARRRRRRRRR AND FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..
and pay is LATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEE AND LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
T_T
i wonder why..
i hav work for 3 months oeldi..
then now THEY just giv me the application FORM to fill...
WEIRDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..........

haiz..
u work in the UNI..
u need to USE TO IT HOW TO ACCEPT THE WAY OF THE STUDENTS AND PROFS TALK...
may b they really TOO confidence of themselves..
for example...
that day Yina and i went for the meeting at the computer science schoool.......
tats realy WAO...
the prof (CHINA WOMAN) was introducing Her students..
"this is XXX he very good in programming and 3d modeling blah blah blah....."(shorten 100 words)
"this is XXX he just get XXXX scholarship .....they really good in programming ......"(shorten 100 words again)

yea yea yea....your students good in everything...:S
i think u all good in TALKING more ...tats my opinion haha
ALL the PROF ARE THE SAME..
show off their students skilllllllll.......haiz..
like my prof is the same too...haiz haiz haiz...

The first month i was very ON on this proj..
but times go by..i getting sian about it....everyday DINOS dinOS...study TIS study TAT...
and listen to the prof keep saying how good of his students...
please....dun just say..please show...
i trust my own eyes better...
the standard of ur "NICE" and my "nice" is diff.......
i think shah and eunice wil agree with tat..:X

SICK of the way u all talking...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
haiz.........this is real world..
u know how to talk....then u no need to work.......
haiz..
sick of this world....
please show ur theniques but now just saying how good you r...
........................................

elf-sci-fi

elf no longer live in forest..
elf no longer in the fantasy world..
they live in the city..develope the machine...


stil developing .........lazy to type..=-= cause late in office..
go home first..
ahha

8D project

sian sian sian and sian
cant sleep at middle of the night
then climb up to do some sketch..
and yea..
not really did all todya haha..just draw a few strokes here and there.
all is old files.....
haven decided wat styles i go to.......
wan it to b a bit stylize and stil finding which culture to add in...
now just victorean era of costume may b wil do more research and try something new...
:D

my internet.......T_T

Finally i got money to pay my internet ..
but sux..
take one day to reconnect and need to pay 15 dollars again
haiz..
last time within one hour to reconnect the internet but now sux
starhub sux...take one day to reconnect
service sux
even call and call but noone receive the call..
i called from 12pm-4pm
but tthen stil hav no one receive the call...
just can heard "your call is important to us..."
SUX la.. important..all ur stuff is sleeping la..noone receive the call...=-=!!!
(shit recently i like to complain..reallyshit..)
hahaah

today i hav did a test...wao.
im a number nineth...:D

九型人格分析

第一型	完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使 14%
第二型	助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型 13%
第六型	忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型 13%
第九型	和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者 11%
第三型	成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型 10%
第七型	快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型 10%
第四型	藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者 10%
第五型	智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型 9%
第八型	領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型 8%

我的九型人格分析？

你是典型的完美主義者。你事事追求完美，很少講出稱讚的說話，很多時會對自己或是對身邊的人批評。因為你對自己的有很高的標準，給自己很大壓力，很少放鬆自己去盡情的玩、開心的笑。

主要特徵：

• 內心的正確標準變成嚴格的自我要求，不斷產生自責的思想。。
• 只接受和做正确的事情。
• 在自身的高層道德和倫理觀念上擁有堅定的信念。要求自己做芸芸眾生中少數的能做正確事情的人。
• 對於那些不符合正確標準的需要置之不理。
• 在思想上把自己同他人比較：「我比他們強還是差？」同時很在意他人的批評
• 做決定時猶豫不決，害怕做出錯誤的決定。
• 在家裡，會事事操心；出到外面，會盡情玩樂。
• 有時會變成事後諸葛，在事情發生後，意識到潛在的完美可能，「想想看原本應該是多麼完美。」而感到失落。

代表人物：柏拉圖、甘地、戈爾

this ist the result..
ahha...=-=///

tired tired...

as usual reach office around 11am today
hav no mood to do anything
just browsing aroudn checking email for one hour
then start to work..
yea my OWN WORk
ahah
skethcing around
stil nvr start to do the dino...
so tis 2 tat i painted today
WIP
haven finsiy yet

Internet got cut

Haiz...
no internet at home
tats y stay in office a bit longer..
to online and do some drawing..
so sad
T_T
no internet at home dun know wat i can do
bored....=-=
this is the clown i draw in office...
haiz..
internet.........
no pay...
pay
pay
pay
i neeed my pay

childish ppl around the world...=-=

Really alot childish ppl around the world..
like the facebook or deviantart....


then recently some from facebook one..
keep asking me to buy them as pet to make their value higher...
=_=.......y u wan to get higher value??
wat u will get ???
bcome more popular?
or get money???
i really dun get it.......
then whoever add me in facebook i also wil just approve even i dun know him or her...
but recently a guy added me in faceboook and ask for my msn...
i gave him..
but this guy damn childish and weird...=_= i really cant tahan...
if is in front of me he said like tat i oledy scold him up site down..im super bad tamper ....

this is the conversation

evening. How's ur day.
tired
how about u
same
need to rest early today
:0
u??
yes.
i was just saying geetings cause it's the right thing 2 do
oohh
wat right thing
..
normal greetings ..
haha
kk...
so going to sleep?
nvm
bye
haha..
pls ignore me, ur weird
act cute?
i totally dun know wat r u talking...
=-=...
............u r weird..totally cant get u..
u kept on saying some weird stuff, laughing every sentence
nwo ur saying i;m weird ?
and wht's with the puic
pic
act cute ?
wht a load of crap.
don't msg me;
i'm block ya
just like a kid
plse..
=-=

me(bold)
him




PLEASE LOH...do u think im care u block me???
im act cute???
wTFUCK....FUCK U Man.....
im act cute or not tats not ur businesss.....!!!!!im sure is better looking then U!!!
if u not happy u can just call police and complain...and pls is U ADD ME..not me......
U R THE ONE WHO WAN TO KNOW ME..not me...
i like to "haha" ....is it ur business too??
u not happy then dun come and talk to me..
dun say like im the one who wan to talk to u....=-=|||
im watching hk drama at youtube and YOU SPOIL MY MOOD TO WATCH MY DRAMA
F U LA.....

HUGRY,stuck in ntu

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hungry....
middle of nite
stuck in ntu
cause i left my hardisk in the office..
and i need the file for my freelance..
T_T
damn bad damn bad.........................
stay over nite here alone ..
im super hungry now
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sleep

good bye

today went out for outing sketch
but then not so excited as i thought..haiz
not bad...but need more motivation and draw more
i even not finish draw anything
quite sad.haah
after tat as usual.."dun know where to go again"
haiz..ahaha..so i wen home earlier better than look at them playing psp...
haha
but then once a while go out with old schoolmates is quite nice..
cause long time no see...
:P

today sketch
around 30 mins with alot alot of texture
ahah
the title: good bye
good bye to the emo me
good bye to the negative thiking me..
good bye to the lazy me
good bye to the skinny me (i hope)
ahahah
good bye to all the bad habits and thing...
just do wan i wan to do
just happy always..
:D
good bye good bye and goodbye..............

jinx triangel

prof ask us to draw the rock band
he wan very weird and horror character..
is not like rock band at ALL
ahha
j-rock may b
=-=...
but hav fun paint this
i know wun use tis one but then i still like the design...
:P

my idea is angel singine rock angel SONG....remix mm chit mm chit..
ahhah
reminx amazing grace mmmchit mmchit...
the idea for the design from triangel..
the legend from Rome said that triangel is a love god....")
and this triangel is a rock triangel cursing the couple...BREAK UP BREAK UP..WHAHAHAHAH(evil)

finally i got my photoshop in office

after around 2 months
finally i got my own photoshop in office
no more trial...
dun know y today dun feel like going home
so stay in office a bit longer
so do some sketches..
around 45 mins
sketch....
dun know wat im doing...
haiz.......

sian at work

Today very sian at work
dun know wat to do..hav no mood to drw dino..
and art block too..
cant draw anything
keep erasing......haiz...
then help prof the table and broke my finger nail..=-=
super blur..keep hitting here and there..........

Yesterday nite went to watch sex and the city
its a nice show
and long long.........................
just a bit sad tat they cut alot of sex scence...WHAHAHAHAH(kidding)
it is a nice show..
romantic yet funny
nice..
:D


i try to paint myself..(paint over previous painting)
AHAh
i beautify myself alot........
:P

monday blue

hiaz..
monday..
super lazy...
nver go to work
but just stay at home to do some painting..
bcause of yesterday nite sleep late also...
then today cant wake up..
.....
lazy lazy lazy


this is the caricature tat i drew for my excolleage
his son...
:)
dun know how to draw the bcground
hav no idea
so let it like tat
ahha
at first i painted with mouse costume then he told me tat his son
like elmo
then i change it..
ahha

but i like mouse more thne the elmo one
:P

shangs

SHANGS...

this is the minor proj i did when im stil in nyp

now feel like developing the story and design again..

actually not much change :P

cause nothing go in to my brain

so nothing come out from my hand..

stil the same..

:P

haiz

and yea

this blog dun wan to friend with shah again

got some proj also dun ask me to join again

yea AGAIN

dun wan to friend her la..

draw a line ..dun cross the line SHAH...

HAHAH

my first blog......

yoooo.....
my first blog whaha
but oledi 6.21am
damn tired but stuck in the office...
rushing work..........but then the d/b sided finished=-=
need to wait until morning to buy it and can start to do the work again...
haiz....sian..sian siann....

and and SHA tell u
not friend with u
all started blog u nvr ask me to join
dun wan frend with u
HAHAHA..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all tis painted in the office...
:P
jsut some random sketches